The only thing that honestly worries me, is that I don't think I will ever feel for him the same way I felt for that other guy. With the other boy, we had that firey, passionate feeling. When we kissed, my legs felt like they were going to give out. I LOVED that feeling. I feel like I should have it for this new guy... Because he is so much nicer, sweeter, and over all better for me then the old one. But the other guy had something about him that made me crazy. I want that feeling back.
And to be perfectly honest, I fear that if he ever wanted to get back together with me... I would do it in a heart beat. And the sad part is, he knows that I am there whenever he would need me. I am his backup plan.
Help me shake this feeling?
Please.
P.S. It is FREEZING HERE.
Sometimes I wish I lived somewhere like... Arizona, or New Mexico. I would plant a cactus in my front yard. :P
1 comment:
your post reminded me of "that's the way i loved you" by taylor swift
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
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