When I started this blog, I thought, "Wow, this is going to be the perfect place to vent my frustration, anger, happiness, and whatever else I am feeling in my life. And no one will know who I am! This is awesome." Then after I wrote my first blog, I stopped writing because I felt like anyone from my school, or that I was writing about could some how stumble along and read my blog... And then by some crazy chance just figure out that it was me. Crazy, right? Yes. Yes it is. I started reading this girl named Danielle's blog... And she totally changed my perspective on blogging. I really hope she doesn't think that I am crazy that I read her blog religiously, but I think that this girl is incredible for spilling her heart and soul out on a blog for everyone, even people that know her, to read. She posted a blog recently that said she feels comftorable doing that on here. Wow, she can write about everything going on in her life... And here I am, blogging without even showing my true identity. Like people even care that much.
Honestly, I have the feeling if I did put my real name, pictures or whatever up on here... No one would even care that much. No one, except my very best friends, even cares about me that much. I hide behind a mask when I am at school. I put up a front, that I really wish I didn't have, because it is not me. I want people to know who I really am. But it is too scary.
I feel like I am starting to ramble... But on a lighter note, yesterday was Valentines day, and it was my very first Valentines day with a date. It was amazing... We went out onto a peir on the lake (michigan) which is really more like an ocean haha... And we kissed for the first time. He is so nice to me, and I am getting to the point that I feel like I can really tell him about stuff.
Again though, thank you Danielle, for the awesome blogs... It amazes me to see someone who is so comftorable in their own skin.
Live, Laugh, be Dizzy<3
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I honestly am so flattered that people like you read it. Trust me you're not a creep, I do the same thing with other people's blogs. At first I was scared to like spill everything, but it honestly has helped resolve some problems with people who had no idea I felt the way I did. I mean I talk about my ex all the time and I know he reads religiously as well. Thank you for the incredible compliment of you reading :)
<3 Danielle
danielle is one of my best friends and her blog made ME blog. she's an influential person, and i love her. i know we all feel like we are so creepy reading our blogs, but i think it's awesome. we speak the words that we all have on our hearts and minds.
i'm rachel, by the way. :)
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