Wow. It has been a really long time since I even posted a blog. I read some other people's, but have never posted any of my own. The last one that I posted was in NOVEMBER. If you read that blog, you would think I was a crazy person, and let me tell you... At that time in my life I was. I was blinded by love. I wish I wasn't, but I was. I can't face the facts that I was IN LOVE with this boy, and still probably am a little bit. I hate myself for it.

I am not going to talk about this, because it hurts to much. Today is Valentines day. I have a date, with this awesome guy that I have already been on a few dates with. I am happy with the way my life is going right now, but there are still, and will always be some minor flaws.

Not much to say as of right now, except that one person that I can relate to is Taylor Swift. I can relate to her music like you have no idea.



"White Horse" pretty much describes how I feel about my past relationships.

"Say your sorry, that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to.
As I pace back and forth all this time, cuz I honestly believed in you.
Holdin on the days drag on, stupid girl, I should have known, I should have know.

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale, I'm not the one you'll
sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell this ain't Hollywood, this is a
small town, I was a dreamer before you went and let me down. Now it's
too late for you and your white horse to come around."



Love, Laugh, be Dizzy<3